Lock & Load: Lewis’ It Can’t Happen Here


It can happen here, it is happening here, and because it will happen here, you best start packing heat; the overarching message of one of my latest reads, Sinclair Lewis’ It Can’t Happen Here. This dystopian fantasy is so eerily relevant to our current political climate and the constant turmoil found in governments across our country that one can’t help but wonder if Lewis wrote this in preparation for the election of Trump.

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On Grief: Reflections from Joan Didion’s Year of Magical Thinking


The universe works in very strange ways.

I should learn to trust it perhaps more so than I have permitted myself to in the past, especially when it always seems like people or things show up randomly, totally unannounced, but always when you need them the most.

Such was the case with the sudden appearance of Joan Didion’s 2005 memoir The Year of Magical Thinking within my life.

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The Mothman Prophecies: A Supernatural Nuisance


I come from a moderately superstitious family; realistically bordering on the lower end of the moderate spectrum.

Being of Eastern European descent, my siblings and I were instilled with the number one archetypal Slavic fear ingrained by all good Slavic grandparents:  do not fuck with ghosts.

Do not try to contact them. Do not go looking for them. Do not go bringing Ouija boards into the house and certainly do not get pissed off when you have a supernatural nuisance on your hands because we told you so. Just listen to this one thing, and don’t fuck with the ghosts.

So I never did, and I probably never will because my Baba taught me real good. But I absolutely adore horror books and films, especially ones that take a ghostly approach, probably because it is as far as my supernatural flirtations will ever go.

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In Which I Read Mario Puzo’s The Godfather


Full disclosure: I have never seen any of The Godfather movies.

I own nearly all of Béla Tarr and Rainer Werner Fassbinder’s filmographies. . . but I have never seen any of The Godfather films, at least not in their entirety. This is a problem, a problem I have set out to solve. But like any good former English major, I have to read the book first, even if it proves to be 400+ pages of nothing but very creative ways to die before I can watch the three movies, each which are about three hours long of even more creative ways to die.

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Leave Me Alone: The Heart is a Lonely Hunter


Well, Ms. McCullers, the heart may very well be a lonely hunter, but if you drag out a listless melodrama with little action, sparse characterization, and suffocate it with too many conflicting philosophical, theological, and political ideologies, the heart begins to beg for that very loneliness.

Mine pleaded to be left alone nearly every time I picked up Carson McCullers’ Southern American novel, The Heart is a Lonely Hunter, originally published in 1940. But the TBR jar giveth a title to be read and the TBR jar taketh away. . . but only if I finish the book; those are the rules. And it’s not usually in my nature to abandon a text, but I came close several times with this book.

The Heart is a Lonely Hunter takes place in a sleepy little Georgia mill town and centers primarily around a deaf-mute named John Singer. Singer attracts several other inhabitants of this town who find comfort in his listening and understanding skills; Mick Kelly, a tomboy who desperately wants to study music and is based on McCullers herself, Dr. Benedict Mady Copeland, an angry, revolutionist African American doctor, Biff Brannon, the quiet owner of a local bar whose wife passes away, and Jake Blount, a misshapen alcoholic with Socialist beliefs. Together, these characters tiptoe around each other while still interacting, none truly able to communicate with the others.

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4 Reasons I’m Skeptical of Christopher Moore as a Writer


Because Practical Demonkeeping was the very first book I pulled out of my new TBR jar, I have been revisiting several thoughts on the author Christopher Moore, and I can’t help but feel overwhelmingly skeptical about his methods of writing.

Before AIA was AIA, it used to be AIO- Apollonia in October. Even though I adore Halloween and all the beauties of the fall season, I didn’t feel that October was the right month for Apollonia, and I wanted to change my blogging approach as well. But during this first blogging attempt of mine, I had reviewed Christopher Moore’s The Lust Lizard of Melancholy Cove after reading it at the beach one summer vacation. I questioned whether or not it’s good for people to read basically anything- even writing that is less than superb- just as long as they’re reading anything. Naturally, this blog draft has disappeared into thin air, but I will continue to search for it and post it should I come across it again.

I should put my disclaimer here that I really hold nothing against Christopher Moore. I think his work is a lot better than a great deal of trash that is selling in bookstores these days, and he does have an excellent knack for goofy storytelling. He also has an impressive bibliography, stemming all the way back from the early 90s. Reading some of this books is sort of like peering into a time capsule or watching Boogie Nights; it’s hard to imagine life used to be like this back in the 90s.

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Academic Depression: The Mathematician’s Shiva


For those of us who could be considered school nerds, there can be something exotic and enchanting about the world of academia. If I could have stayed in college for the rest of my life, I probably would have. I loved school. The real world, although not without its perks, is overwhelming terrifying at times. I’ve come to realize that adulting is mostly just googling how to be an adult.

But there are some that fight the good fight and live forever in the halls of Valhalla and manage to remain in college forever. Those that continue onto professorships, enlightening and wowing the youth with their incredible intellect and ability to call out even the slightest fallacy of logic from their students. One of these individuals who managed to live eternally in the comforts (and terrors) of academia is the central figure in Stuart Rojstaczer’s first novel, The Mathematician’s Shiva, an extraordinary, brilliant, and looming Russian/Polish mathematician named Rachela Karnokovitch.

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